Poetry: Relationship Demise

I wanted to see you
But I know that I can't
You didn't want me
And so I left

Now I regret saying bye
But I cannot change the past.
Did you feel bad,
Knowing it was all for you?

I miss the heat of the sun
When I was with you
I miss the cold of the dark
When I was with you

Now I can't tell them apart
I don't notice anything
anymore
How could I?

Your misuse of love
Made me crazy
And so I
I had to end something

It just happened to be my life.