A desire
A longing
A wish
A short contemplation of the mind
A slight sorrow
A break in thought
Not to be thought again
Till another day
An unlived fantasy of the mind
Drawing life from dearth
A bother
A hindrance
But
Nothing more
Then one day
Among thoughts of need
Availability is there
Possibility is here
Going along out of fear
Don't want to miss an opportunity
The comings and goings of which are too fast
So now I have a taste
It unleashed my appetite
A desire before? A desperation now
A longing before? A burning now
A wish before? A craving now
A small thought turned to all day obsession
Mad with yearning
There is no other thought
Hoping to end this consideration
With the end of today
If I knew this power of my mind
Drawing and reflecting given a taste of my desire
Then
Would I have let myself still be led here?
Weak in coveting
Because I know.
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
Monday, December 5, 2016
Poetry: It Couldn't Happen to Me
A small child idolizes the future
Takes the pain of the world
Putting on some rose-coloured glasses
Bringing light to the darkness
Unaware of truth or perhaps more so
They can wish for hardness
They can wish for difficulty
They can wish for pain
They can want the things that cause tears
And call it real
They can see the fights between their parents
And call it love
They can ask for the difficulties of adulthood
And call it mature
They don't really think it'll happen
To them
That's why they can idolize it
Think that they can do it better
Trusting that they will be stronger people
Than the ones who came before
Then as they grow
And deviations from plan spiral along
The fabrics of a dream unravel
Turning dark, becoming living nightmares
When being broke was a joke
Well, not anymore as you see your wife starve
When being mugged was a game
Well, not anymore as you lost your weekly salary
When being raped was romanticized
Well, not when you're scared out of your mind
When fighting was considered communication
Well, not when it came to blows and a hospital bill
When brutality was considered heroic
Well, not when you see your best bud die
When growing up and moving out was ideal
Well, not when you're living paycheck to paycheck
And you still don't know what you'll be doing with your life
Because
Because
You lost your dream
And not only is it gone but
You can't even remember what it was
And you can only sing along to songs
Saying how no one ever said life'd be this hard
Wanting to start again
With the information of now
Filled with morose thinking of a halcyon youth
Back when
It couldn't happen to me.
Takes the pain of the world
Putting on some rose-coloured glasses
Bringing light to the darkness
Unaware of truth or perhaps more so
They can wish for hardness
They can wish for difficulty
They can wish for pain
They can want the things that cause tears
And call it real
They can see the fights between their parents
And call it love
They can ask for the difficulties of adulthood
And call it mature
They don't really think it'll happen
To them
That's why they can idolize it
Think that they can do it better
Trusting that they will be stronger people
Than the ones who came before
Then as they grow
And deviations from plan spiral along
The fabrics of a dream unravel
Turning dark, becoming living nightmares
When being broke was a joke
Well, not anymore as you see your wife starve
When being mugged was a game
Well, not anymore as you lost your weekly salary
When being raped was romanticized
Well, not when you're scared out of your mind
When fighting was considered communication
Well, not when it came to blows and a hospital bill
When brutality was considered heroic
Well, not when you see your best bud die
When growing up and moving out was ideal
Well, not when you're living paycheck to paycheck
And you still don't know what you'll be doing with your life
Because
Because
You lost your dream
And not only is it gone but
You can't even remember what it was
And you can only sing along to songs
Saying how no one ever said life'd be this hard
Wanting to start again
With the information of now
Filled with morose thinking of a halcyon youth
Back when
It couldn't happen to me.
Poetry: Passing Days
Tomorrow seems so far away; distant and vague, remembering the yesterdays that have past brings memories that I don't know what to do with; dare I go back to remembering, so let us linger in today; living the life that we presently have and learn to love me for all of me no matter what may happen.
Sunday, December 4, 2016
Poetry: Reflecting
I see you sometimes
Walking, sitting, living
It's been months since our last encounter
I can't claim to know who you are anymore
Have you changed since then?
I feel like none of me has remained the same
But I see you
It no longer saddens me
I take a small moment to ponder
Are you happy with your life?
Do you still have the same excessive poor diet?
Are you still a loner?
I don't really want to know you again
Finally, you're just a stranger
So I wonder if you're okay for a small moment
Before I forget that I saw you.
Walking, sitting, living
It's been months since our last encounter
I can't claim to know who you are anymore
Have you changed since then?
I feel like none of me has remained the same
But I see you
It no longer saddens me
I take a small moment to ponder
Are you happy with your life?
Do you still have the same excessive poor diet?
Are you still a loner?
I don't really want to know you again
Finally, you're just a stranger
So I wonder if you're okay for a small moment
Before I forget that I saw you.
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